to fAst to live

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-21T23:02:00

2003-12-22T04:02:44Z

Dear Santa,

Thank you for the early arrival of my presents. However i would still like to get fucked hard by this one particular guy. I hope its not asking too mutch. Maybe you could throw in some jack daniels or canadian whiskey for kicks.

Thanks .

i stole this from Dianne. yay

2003-12-19T20:06:20Z

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.

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content is all i want to be. comfortable. content.

2003-12-18T06:39:33Z

i always seem to update when i am in a weird mood . All blah uh today uh today uh today. it rained aLOT. This sucks,. i used to be able to type cool shit. i lost it im a lost cause. haha . i dont even know why i bother. Guess its something to do, Guess its kind of fun reading about other peoples lives . im pmsing pritty bad. im fine alot of the time but this week kicks. bites the dust/. honesty can be a bitch sometimes. This entry doesnt even make sense to me . Maybe i will have a bowl of cereal. what a waste.

I hung out with Julie and Leigh tonight. That was a fun time. i bought some sweaters and a dress.

true story- i knew a guy named geoff but i called him G-off. no lie he'd laugh it took me a while

2003-12-17T03:38:37Z

seamus came over this morning. he came with his cymbals and other assorted drums parts i was lacking. i get to use them for a couple days!!!! today i played alot then woke up on the tile floor. i made myself tired. taken care of puppy. i feel like i gave birth to a newborn. i keep having to clean up piss she just misses the mat sometimes by half an inch. okay puppy just dove at me. lol. on that note im stopping for tonight. i also got a mitch hedburg cd from dianna for x-mas yay!

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-15T13:06:00

2003-12-15T18:07:03Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Guess who got a pirate fetus...yeah thats right.

2003-12-15T17:48:29Z

I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

update schmuchdate

2003-12-13T03:32:03Z

puppy named phoenix. got drumset. got stepped on at show. charles H kindly got me chair. went to cafe with charles, nick, and dianna. Seamus spent thursday with me finding said drumset.

i think i'll cry tonight just because i feel like it.

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-10T11:53:00

2003-12-10T16:54:34Z

i remember updating last night, typing it i must not have hit the button or wandered off. i think im going to providence tonight tonight. Someone called me this morning , no idea who,. k i sleep now.

the air is filled with electricity

2003-12-08T18:26:15Z

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-07T19:51:00

2003-12-08T00:53:06Z

Im in a rather weird mood.

im just going to go it alone. MAybe i dont try hard enough.

three times in one day. . ive updated

2003-12-06T20:07:01Z

my mom loves davey havok and i quote "he's hott". im bored and SNOWED in. Fauck. i recently found out the hawt kid from the movie lady bugs is dead. The movie with rodney dangerfield. And he dresses up as a chick to help the team cuz hes a pro at it. that makes me sad kinda. IM hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so 'sited. That seemed random but you don't know that i left the computer and came back. IM still hungry. k going to get foood.

Thank you for a funky time, call me up whenever you want to grind ~Dave Grohl but not originally.

i started a shitty website BLAST! Brad helped me with it.

2003-12-06T18:07:09Z

i don't want to play for you anymore
show me what you can do
tell me what are you here for
i want my old friends
i want my old face
i want my old mind
fuck this time and place

Last night i went x-mas shopping with Dianna. i was halfpast dead and i heard a knock on the door. She convinced me to leave we bought everything from toasters to slushies. Im not going to mention the snow cuz liikkkke everyone else has so liiiike im not gonna liiiike talk about how mutch there is. BUT if it ruins sunday im killing jackfrost and hanging him on my wall. Hmmm i dont know if hes responsible but its his head. I had the CRAZIEST
last night omg i was with julie leigh and air and brenna. Leigh was video taping and there was a giant dead body on a table that was one of our bfs. we had killed him and then i didnt want to be a part of it anymore. So me and brenna get in a truck and try to drive away but we cant be suspicious. Everyone starts turning on each other it was insane. At one point someone throws me a knife and it spins in circles on the tile floor and i grab it by the handle and stab someone. Bloody messed up dream. it left me feeling weird. Good thing it wasnt real none of us would do that and film it lol.
Super okay then . What else. both my bloodforblood cds are stuck in my car! under a pile of snow, ill get to listen to them again i figure late spring." YOu know i got spots mind if i got stripes to? " i shouldnt listen to music while i type entries i just end up quoting them and frankly nobody likes that shit. I cAn drive two weeks. Brake reaction is pritty important.

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-06T12:26:00

2003-12-06T17:29:28Z

testin it out, thanks too dianne for directing me to the album place.

H0pesfall

2003-12-05T17:02:28Z

Decoys Like Curves
we drove these streets heads to shoulders
existing to tell the tales of letting go
and now we're strangled to tears on the fallback farewell
its all in our heads
the faint whispers
i tried to tell myself when its already over
that the reasons found decoys
and this is holding me back
as if to say what you thought you heard
i wish i did
i don't want to feel this pull as this city becomes home without you

jennifersbody @ 2003-12-04T09:06:00

2003-12-04T14:11:26Z

SOO last night at 9 thirtyish Billy came and picked me up so we could surprize Colleen! SHe was soo surprised and we both hugged for a good couple minutes lol. i missed her. We just kinda hung out. I met billys sister again she liked my shoes, shes really nice. i smoked for the first time since august. EEK . it was fun just catching up and everything. Their sutcha cute couple! Then billy dropped me off , i came home and was extremely paranoid that if i slept i woulndt wake up. Then i started talking to someone and the next thing i knew it was 4 and they had left. : (

HAPPY DAY OF BIRTH DIANNE!!!!! and jay-z.

fauck right you know .

2003-12-02T19:18:56Z

I get controversial, freaky style with no rehearsal
Au contraire mon frere, don't you even go there
Me without a mike is like a beat without a snare
I dare to tear into your ego, we go, way back
Like some ganja and palequo or ColecoVision
My minds make incisions in your anatomy
And I back this with Deuteronomy or Leviticus
God made this word, you can't get with this
Sweet like licorice, dangerous like syphillis, yeah
~ Miss Lauryn Hill

Going to the ddddooctors today . Im going to ask again if i can drive. Cant wait til all the kiddies come back for christmas break or winter no classes, whatever it is. yAy! Its only tuesday! Time slowed down for me. I guess that's okay. Theres snow on the ground. Good thing i wear sneakers now .BURRRR. I really don't have anything to write about . Im not sure why im typing in this actually. bUt uhmmm amAzing is what it is. Content. I cant forget to see kate while shes in NH. I bet her tummy is SOOO cute now! Im gonna get to see Seamus sunday maybe. I havent seen him since uhmm september! THats a long time considering we spent every 3 days together during the summer.

Underoath wrote a song about me except they spelt my name wrong and its sad. BAHAHAHa.

2003-12-01T15:19:22Z

A Message For Adrienne

i tried so hard to be her day
but the night has already taken me away
shedding dreams under the maple tree
where i carved your name
nothing left, not even time
straight reads the line
his life had reached the end
wanting only to be loved by adrienne
letters explained his grief
but she would never read
his wrists would bleed
but she would never see
so he took his life at the age of 23
and she had always loved him
be he would never know
for she covered her love
like stars cover the sky
hiding her heart
fearing what he would find inside
years took her away
a widow she remained
holding him deep inside
wishing she too would die
time favors no one and if we wait
we too can fall in love
a second too late

jennifersbody @ 2003-11-30T08:59:00

2003-11-30T14:00:02Z

i just slept 4 hours and i woke up happy.

Good Night i had.

2003-11-30T04:51:36Z

Korrie and i went to allston to see Guns Up, outbreak and various others. We got a little lost but we made it in two hours. I think rick was glad i made it.Afterwards we went to Newmarket and i got a tour of jamie and lynz's and anothonys? place. it was realllly cool. Hes an artist so all the walls were covered in art work. Lotta other stuff happened, But im to tired to write about it.

i luve your guts!!!

2003-11-26T23:31:37Z

LaSt nite julie and i decided to go have fun. So we went to some stores and i got a neat jacket for not much money and it fits realllly well which is unusual for me and jackets. Also i got the sjr dvd. hahaha. eek. Then we went to pizza hut . We were the only people there hahahaha. I couldnt open my drink carton so i tried a fork and that did not wor kto my advantage. Watched some tv. Then i talked to someone online for a buncha hours!!!!!!! uhhhuhyeaaaahhha. i dont know what else. i need a ride to haverhill on friday to see guns UP. And one to allston on saturday also.. Meh ill figure it out somehow. In a couple hours i think i m going to leighs not sure though yet uh h u h . BORED.

im in a realllly good mood. hehe .

2003-11-25T15:27:12Z

think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want noone to follow me
except maybe you

i could make you happy, you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but you're perfect together

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much
you know i really don't look forward
to seeing you again soon.

you look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
i won't know what to do
i won't know what to say

so fuck you...

the suns out i decided just to not sleep becuz i miss the day. Ani Difranco is good with words let me tell you heh. Some people just make me sooo happy. Weird how that happens. What a shitty update this is.

FAULTY KEYBOARD ARROWS!!

2003-11-24T04:46:33Z

I did it in 1 minute and 31</big></b> seconds.
I deserved an F--!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

i hAve to peeeeeee

2003-11-23T23:55:28Z

I guess i never really know who my friends are anymore. *sigh*

In other news last night i saw elf with charles,meg and nick. I still laughed. I also got carried through a small wooded area and across a parking lot. I jist woke up at its almost 7pm. I like to log these things for future reference. i forgot to make some phone calls. i am just sucking at life lately bahahaha. Oh yeah a crazy (by crazy i mean like stuff me ina bag crazy )guy tried talking to me. No longer will i shop at a well known place to buy cds/electronics near barnes and nobles.

Someday it will all make sense.

my head hirts

2003-11-22T10:15:14Z

i havent slept yet. But last night or two nights ago i dreamt that my dog was alive and went through all this trouble to be with me. I was sleeping and he just layed next to me. I had forgot about the dream pretty much all day until now. This happened before when i slept in the basement i thought he jumped on the bed and slept all curled up next to me. I was scared when i woke up. Yea just thought id vent for a moment.

blink blink blink

2003-11-22T06:11:57Z

So lets see today i woke up at 4pm. Got dressed went to the shindig at Danas. Dianna and I took polaroids of ourselves and left them on the fridge. I told Dana about it incase one of the asshole kids that were there takes them. Nah they werent really assholes. They just stood in dead silence though i didnt understand how a group of 20 kids can stand in a kitchen saying nothing. i asked if any of them had met before they just smiled at me with scared eyes. ? Anyways after that we picked ken off the side of the road. Drove him home. We rented NINJA TURTLES! UHHUH YEAH! so we played that for many hours. i wore TWO shoes! Went to wal-mart. She gave me a fridge lightbulb becuz it annoys my friends that nobody here cares that the lightbulb broke 3 years ago. HAMTARO with a frankinstein mask i got one of those too for free. MMy eyes burn so bad from the computer and video games. SLICE AND DICE!